i love pumpkin

pumpkin

olive oil

soy milk

almond

some herbs and salt

let the blender does its magic

voila~

Mmmmmmmmmmm~~~~~~

D E L I O U S

on being forgetful

it has been 10 days
life with work and school

i love being a student again~
you feel special...and young? hehe!

one of the thing i enjoy is the communtation
driving is seriously one of the best thing on earth
a special time where i found the most relaxing
exploring new path and getting lost is always adventurous

recently instead of CD
i have my radio on
you can always pick up little insight from the radio

and this is what i picked up yesterday
the host was reading comment on aging and being forgetful

"年を取って、物忘れやすくなったけど　でも、物忘れやすいのはいいことですね～
笑い番組を何回見ても　面白いと思うし、好きな映画を何回見ても　初めてな感じするから。
物忘れやすいのおかげで、いつも「初めて」を感じれるから　いつもワクワクしています。初って特別だからさ。。。物忘れやすいっていいね～"

"As I am getting older, I become more forgetful. But forgetful is such a wonderful thing!!
No matter how many time I watch the same comedy show, I find it funny every time.
It always feels like the first time when i watch my favorite movie.
Thanks to 'forgetful', it's always thrilling because everything always feels like the first time.
I mean...'first' is special, right? I love being forgetful~"

I need to remember this
forgetful is a wonderful thing...


oups! what's that again?


this is an attitude i want to have

speak my mind

maybe i have been feeling tired lately

maybe too many things are going on lately

vulnerbility is ever vivider

the desire of having a good friend who i can speak my mind out is ever deeper

distance and relationship (both romance/friendship)
the 2 are never a good combination

not able to be there when someone needs you

not having someone beside when you need

ok...

i should stop before i get too emotional

a shower and a good sleep

i will be fine

oyasumi

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btw, don't worry

i am well

i guess all i want is a coffee, a cake, a good laugh, some mindless chats with some stupid jokes

Today's 「To do」 list...

- to clean my house
- to do my laundry
- to feed my car some gasoline
- to go to the bank and pay some bills
- to go grocery shopping
- to review (school works)
- to write 2 short reports
- to buy a birthday present for a friend
- to get a new pair of glasses
- to cook
- to call a friend (Bonnie, when is good for you?)

hopefully... somewhere in between i can squeeze in some of the followings:
- to get a good cup of coffee
- to sit down
- to read (not textbook)
- to take a walk
- to take a nap
- to be quiet
- to be alone


as for now
is time for me to go play with the kids in the kindergarden!!
this maybe the best thing of the day~
if only the weather can get warmer...

sakura...cherry blossom

Japan is irresistibly beautiful in April.


today is the 1st day for me to be a student again
it feels exciting!